Have you ever made a stupid mistake that you can't seem to forgive yourself of? Maybe a bunch of stupid mistakes. Maybe these mistakes affected others and hurt those you cared for the most. I'm filled with guilt and regret. And anger towards myself for my decisions. No matter how much i repent, i don't see how i could ever receive forgiveness and grace. I wish i could wake up and realize it was all just a bad dream and had another chance to make things right. I don't see how we're supposed to just simply move on. Is that really the answer? As difficult as it is to untie knots, eventually they can become untangled and resolved right? I learned that trying to immediately fix things sometimes makes the knot even worst. Maybe it takes waiting for someone else to help.
