Tuesday, March 27, 2018

thoughts on procrastination

So I have two really big test coming up. One is a comprehensive exam of all the classes I've taken at Chaminade. They take 10 multiple choice questions from each class. Then there's other material to remember in regards to mental health. And i got my hands on tons of study material and printed it out. I literally have hundreds of condensed notes, terms, concepts and things to remember. It's pretty intimidating when I think about it. There's so much.. The second exam is for counseling licensure.

I don't think i've been this stressed out in a long time. I can pump out research papers, I can deliver presentations, but test have always been my weakness. It does give me anxiety. The root of that anxiety is fear of failure. So today I tried to study, and i didn't get anything done. .I just distracted myself and avoided studying. This blog is really just a prep talk for myself, and to write everything down in my head.