More Than Enough

Its been like 3 weeks since i last blogged. I finally i have some time to sit down and share everything on my mind. Ive been so overwhelmed with my thoughts, i really need to record them down and drain out my head. I know ppl dont actually wanna read all of this, and i dont expect anyone to since its so long. But if i were writing this for people, i would make it short n sweet, n probably more humorous. But because its primarily for God, i really need to jus clear my thoughts, and lay it all down at His feet.  You might wanna buckle up your seat belt, because its gonna be a long ride. lol, btw my nose is so stuffy n runny right now, its not even funny, But hey God created snot, so im grateful, lol i wonder if Jesus ever had a stuffy nose, boogers or even sneezed? People would hafta say, "Bless yourself" lol

I think it all starts with seeking truth. Seeking answers, understanding urself and others, understanding human behavior, observing life, pondering how we fit into God's plan, and learning how to adapt to these truths. For instance, When i learn more about myself and my identity, i figure out my purpose. Identity = Purpose. When you find who you are in God, you find God's role for you. It's amazing how much we can learn about ourselves by just self reflecting.

In order to share Christ, you need to build on relationships. Yes you can do street evangelism which can be effective, but we already have such an impact on our preexisting relationships. The best place to start evangelizing is right in our family n friends. We have a super strong impact on those who already know us. Think of all ur family and friends. When's the last time you had a deep conversation?

Why so much emphasis on relationships and old friends? because we need to learn effective communication. Having a relationship with someone, is an open door to sharing God's love. Communication + Love = A stronger relationship. The stronger a relationship, the easier it is to share Christ. Think about it. Think about how you communicate with others. How do you listen n understand another? Are you more concerned about urself, or actually care about other ppl's thoughts? People who majority talk about themselves, consider it a good conversation. So ask people how they are, and what's been going on in their lives. People have a numerous amount of problems, but they all point to one super awesome, best solution. People dont realize how God is the answer to all problems. In our communication, it takes choke practice to direct conversations towards Him. How do we get others to think of higher thoughts? People already see the corruption of the world, But what many dont see is God. It's easy to have ordinary routine conversations, about school, work, and what's happening over the weekend. So how do we ease into a talk about Jesus? How do we get people to start pondering these deep questions, and seeking truth? How do we get people to huger God? I dont think jus living as an example will be enough. Often times we are required to step outside our safety box to help someone out. Show them God's love through actions. Ask them, hey could i pray for you? And then follow up by actually helping them out in their situation.

uhmm..kinda got off topic, but yeah.. how do we communicate with others? We can speak the truth about God, But are we speaking the truth IN LOVE? If we're called to save people, we need need need to watch how we work with others. It's quite easy to become a pharisee. One of the reasons ppl are so turned off by Christians, is because they can become very judgmental, forceful, hypocritical, liberal, and offensive. We as Christians need to find that BALANCE of speaking to others. We shouldnt shy away n become passive, nor should we become too strong or aggressive. But the bottom line is that we need to watch how we communicate and love another. If everyone is talking, then who's listening? We cant learn, if we dont listen. We cant teach if we dont speak up. We cant love, if we put ourselves first.

"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others."
(Phil 2:3-4)

It's through our approach of communication and actions, that we get people to think. When ppl think about stuff like life, death, truth, and religion, they begin to seek God. Our small gestures, like a simple smile, can go a long way. So next time ur not in a hurry, jus stop for a second to greet someone, sit down and chat about life, truly listen and care whats on their minds, and lastly, love through communication.

I learned that surrendering, dying to ourselves, giving up our sinful desires, walking in faith, sanctification, repentance and seeking His will is something we need need to do EVERYDAY. Often times i have a hard time getting into that zone of intimate prayer. Sometimes i get completely lost, and dont understand His word. Sometimes my laziness, or busyness gets the best of me. Surrendering to God is not a flu shot. Everyday we have to ask God to take all that we are and Ask Him to use us to the fullest, for we are His to use. Continue to thirst, hunger, desire, surrender, and change ur heart towards Him, for He will always satisfy. When we die to ourselves and desperately reach out to Him, God will overflow our cups, engulf us with His Spirit, and surround us with His love. He is more than enough. His grace and victory over sin is more than sufficient. God is always just, always sovereign, always faithful, and He never once makes a mistake. Christ was perfect and obedient till death. He descended from heaven, humbled himself, and made himself nothing. He fulfilled over 300 of prophecies, which is beyond chance. The odds of someone fulfilling jus 48 of those prophecies is 1 X 10 to the 157th power. Thats like shaking up all universes, and picking up a specific grain of sand on the first try!

As the rain and the snow
come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. (Isaiah 55:10-11)

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the LORD."
(Jer 29:11-14)

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."
(Romans 8:28)

"The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance."
(2Peter 3:9)

God is always sovereign. He is always in control. He always loves. God is love. His love is unchanging. His will, will be done. All his promises will be fulfilled. He reigns over everything. God was, is and will always be. He is beyond our knowledge, and our comprehension. We dont always know why or how He works, but His will is perfect. His perfect love and being casts out all fear n darkness.

I cant help but emphasize how great a Father He is. No one compares to Him. There is no other god. I always like to people watch, and observe how parents watch their children. I saw a father sitting by the edge the pool, jus watching His little children swim in the shallow water. He jus smiled, and made sure they were happy and safe. He probably would've jumped in to save them instantly, if they swam too far off into the deep, or started to drown. All children love to latch on to ppl while their swimming. They realize that "Hey im a little person, and my swimming skills arnt too great, but i trust that my father will take care of me, so i should hold on to him." All kids cling on to their parents, like little monkeys. Parents are most satisfied when their children smile, giggle and love them back. They are most glorified, when their love is reciprocated back. God celebrates and rejoices when His lost son returns home. As fathers love spending time with their kids, God loves spending time with us.

Ive been growing so rapid by just hanging around other Christians. Ive learn alot from jus hanging around n listening to strong Christians, I also learn a lot from reading books, of which my favorite is called the Bible, and i actually got to meet the author personally! lol.. Ive also learned choke knowledge from listening to Christian talk radio stations. I get to soak up on sermons, apologetics, Christian issues,  and learn more about His word. God reveals and teaches us many things, in a variety of ways.

When we decrease, God can increase. When we are weak, God is strong. When we humble ourselves, and spend time with God in prayer, we receive a peace and spiritual rest in Him. After we are charged with His Spirit, soaked up in His word, and engulfed in His love, our spirits become so alive and burn for more intimacy with Him. Our lips want to sing songs of praise, our spirits rejoice in His glory, and God dances over us as we draw closer to Him.

We are the salt and light of this earth. If we lose our flavor or hide our light, we arnt living completely for Him. He calls us to share the wonderful message of the good news. Many Christians are honestly getting too comfortable. And i'll be the first to admit it, because we arnt perfect. But its become too convenient to be lazy and selfish in our own ways. We need to be bold in our faith, and persevere through trials. God disciplines those He loves. God calls us to be His ambassadors, royal priest, shepherds, workmanship, teachers and leaders of His people.

God keeps telling me, "Lead my people." And i say "But God thats kinda hard, i dont think im best qualified to lead." then He responds, "Brah no worries, I will make you strong in me." He revealed that He's going to use me as a teacher of His word. He's been revealing so much truth, knowledge, and wisdom lately, i can barely contain it all. I tell God, "Hey i dunno if i can really teach all ur truths clearly. I have a really hard time speaking sometimes." God responds, "I will speak through you, and give you the words to say." Im like "Ho snap! this is jus like Moses!" God basically said to me, "I gave you life and everything that you are. Your mine. You belong to me. You dont own urself. I created you. I make your heart beat everyday. And im going to use you for my purpose." So im like "Ho shooooots! Take all of me God! Im all yours!"

God, i cant wait to meet you face to face in your perfect, glorious, heavenly kingdom. God you are better than life. You are more than enough. Everything else is meaningless without you. Life is nothing without ur love. Your the best Dad in the world! You never stop loving us. God stir up a heart that beats for you. May we glorify you, and be like your perfect Son, Jesus. I want to be as close to you as possible. I repent of our wicked ways. And thank you for the forgiveness that we dont deserve. Its by your mercy n patience, that you paid the price of our wrath. You made Him who had no sin, to be sin for us. And then its by your grace, that you've given us a wonderful new life with you. Sharpen us, train us, and send us out to do your will. Help us to be instantly obedient, without any hesitation. Let us leap out in action, and live out our faith. Teach us how to lead others towards you. Teach us how to speak to others. Teach us how to die to ourselves everyday. Teach us how to effectively listen and learn from you. Teach us to be humble, gentle and Christ centered. Teach us how to forgive as u forgave us. And teach us to how to love, as ur children of righteousness. Remind us, that its not about us, or what we do. Remind us that its all about You! and what you've already done! Let our only desire be to please You. I love you Lord! Amen.