The Lazy Bug

Do you ever have internal struggles with yourself. I fight myself daily. I tell myself, don't waste today, be productive and get some stuff done! I make a list of all the homework, chores, and errands to do. but the books are still unread, the papers still havn't been started, my hebrew books are still in my backpack, the laundry is still dirty, and my mom didn't magically fly to california to stack my refrigerator with cooked food. I have a problem getting things done, unless they're urgent or due very soon. i guess that's called procrastination. cuz i know i'll get to those things eventually. I'll stop procrastinating..tomorrow. lol

so what do i do? i blog about how lazy ive been. Even though i didn't get any work done, and the day is almost over.. i did make progress in video games, lol. that's not something i should be proud of. hours jus seem to fly by. Then there's a wind of "i should get something done!" so i get off the couch and use the bathroom, and come back to the couch and fall into a cycle of drowsiness. i blame the internet, media and entertainment. But really it's jus a lack of willpower, motivation and self discipline. Analyzing problems and not making any moves of action, still leaves me with the same problem. why am i complaining, when ppl are buy at work or have demanding things to do?

i need to go gym. it's hard to get myself there if i go alone

Step 1)  Pray to God for help
Step 2)  Wake up! Get off the couch bro, roll off if u hafta
Step 3)  Get off the stinkin computer, no utube wont help!
Step 4)  no seriously.. really get off the computer
Step 5)  go get C4 preworkout for energy
Step 6)  no chris, don't go back to the couch!
Step 7)  kill your excuses and put some socks on man
Step 8)  brush your teeth
Step 9)  listen to loud music, "preliator by globus"
Step 10)Pack your bag and get out the door

hard work, dedication, sacrifice, focus
 do whatever it takes to motivate yourself. Vision + Intent.
Push yourself!
u can do it! now go!!!
My dad once said.. no one is lazy becomes successful

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came back from the gym
i forget how happy the gym makes me
it's fun lifting heavy weights and pushing yourself beyond limits
i did this cycle class, and it was intense. i could barely walk after
i need to be more consistent with the gym
idk what it is about exercising that rejuvenates me and makes me feel alive
the key is staying motivated and disciplined
but sometimes it's so hard to get there, lol
accountability and a gym partner really help and make it more fun