Need More Time

Random thought, i realized that i don't like blogging about the things i do or did. Who really cares what i did? i tend to blog about ideas, ambitions, thoughts and more abstract stuff. I think i'm too ashamed to blog about all the negative things. Or admit that i'm not doing to great. i gotta fix my sleep habit. that definitely needs to change.

Here's something i did today. I made a trip to Macy's to return a shirt cuz it's XL, then as i'm standing there in front of the lady about to give me store credit, i say, "uhm actually.. can i try that shirt on again?? Find a mirror* Hm.. i think i'll jus try to shrink it in the wash or maybe magically get bigger." Then i walked out with the shirt ive been tryin to return for a month.  ha what a waste of time.

Lately, I got sucked into stop motion filming. and then ive been spending a lot of my time figuring out how to use special effects.. Took me forever and a day, but I finally figured it out! i was super frustrated with watching a bunch of tutorials on youtube, downloading programs and tryin to get all the right plug ins. But now.. now i can make huge explosions, gun shots, sound effects, and crazy effects happen! i jus need more time!

I have this awesome idea for another stop motion video.. i have it all drawn out.. there's gonna be superheroes, laser beams, missiles, guns, blood, big explosion sounds, and now I can actually edit these effects in like cheese cake. ahh it's gonna be epic, lol im so excited for my geeky nerd dork loser lame hobby.

but daang.. i gotta go back to cali already.. I need a redo, i wish i could of relived this break and done it right. I'm not ready to go back to the blizzard cold. (but i really hope i get to go snowboarding soon) but i always wish i had more time in hawaii when it comes to leaving. I didn't get to do everything i wanted, i didn't get to go to places and see everyone i wanted to see. I still wanted to watch a bunch of movies, organize stuff, and go do a bunch of other stuff i didn't do yet!

i kno i complained about being bored, but that always trumps studying hebrew! lol most students already went back, and here i am tryin to soak the last few drops of winter break. Life is so much easier here at home with family. It's almost too comfortable. lol nahhh too comfortable!? what am i saying..