Stop to Smell the Roses

Do you ever get caught up thinking too much about the "big picture?" i've been so anxious to get somewhere else in the future that i haven't been faithful to the small things in the present. Sometimes my mind gets so worried about the future. I can't help but over analyze everything.

I watched my cousin's 3yr old son have the time of his life with this automatic bubble gun. He couldn't stop laughing and being so amazed at the bubbles. There is joy in simply being.

Then her other 1yr old son went to town on this bottle of milk and began crashing out on me, but i freaked out cuz it felt like his diaper got heavier. and the rule is, if ur holding him last, u change the diaper. so i was tryin to pass him off like a hot potato

It feels a little weird not being able to see all the little ones in my family grow up. I have one cousin who is magically a junior in high school already. and i feel bad cuz i wasn't really there for him since i moved up to CA. it sucks he lives on like the other side of the island, and i don't have a car

LOL these pictures don't really corrolate with my blog too well.

"There's no such thing as time management, only management of the self." Find peace, but stay focused and disciplined to your resolves.
God is teaching me to stop being such a lazy butt. School is like driving 100mph, but being at home in hawaii feels like 0mph. I need that perfect middle speed. i seriously wanna light my couch and tv on fire. But then how am i gonna watch, "good luck charlie?" lol.

If u sat on my couch, grabbed a pillow, popped up the foot rest and reclined, you would see how hours.. nay days.. magically disappear.


"Where did my day go?! oh yeah that's right, i wasted it." ..wish i could time leap and have a re-do.. then the next day comes.. "Dangit where'd my day go?"

I've been absent for a while. like really absent. kinda jus wandering around in my own little world. But it's really refreshing to come back to a heart of worship and prayer. Sometimes you can really sense when God purposely draws your attention to Himself. It's kinda like getting swept by a surprising cool breeze. But real faith is trusting Him even when the wind isn't blowing. Even when we can't sense Him.

Communion with God really shouldn't be a rare occasion. and our lack of fellowship with him shouldn't make us feel guilty. Rather it should make us feel empty. Because nothing and no one else can truly satisfy. I wish i could hold on to these convictions and not give into my slothful habits. God help me to be better.