One Day at a Time

Have you ever had to make a big decision? well ofc u have. I can be super indecisive. There's always pros and cons to weigh. There's trying to predict what each possible future might look like. and well.. in short.. after a lot of contemplation, prayer and talking to a bunch of people, i decided to accept another part time job on top of my other job.

My previous jobs had a lot of flexibility. There's a lot of great things about this new job. But one of the tough parts is that it starts at 530am. Which means I hafta get used to sleeping around 9-10pm and waking up around 4am. I'm definitely a night person and not a morning person, so this will be challenging. This new job will basically involve individual counseling in mental health/substance abuse and group therapy groups. It's smething I feel that I can do, but sometimes I worry if I have what it takes to be faithful to everything, and juggle two tough positions. I know it'll get overwhelming and stressful, so part of me is just preparing myself to be ready for the challenge.

If i mess up my sleep schedule, i know life is gonna be hard. I gotta fix my sleep habits. Part of my personal philosophy is to be and become the best version of myself. And that ultimately requires me asking God for help, to receive the strength and energy to accomplish everything. And it's when I'm at the top of my game, I have the ability to educate, support and encourage others to grow in their holistic health and self-care. but yeah, lack of sleep makes me p miserable.

Just take one day at a time Chris, you'll be okay. You can do it! lol or not. we'll see.