Easter Day

It's 2 am now, and yesterday was easter. Our easter play and song went really well. i wish we had a video of it. It was encouraging to see students step up to get involved in certain roles. Even more encouraging was observing how well some students interact with others. Small gestures like a pat on the back, a smile, or a laugh actually go a long way. Some kids really crack me up.




Have u ever had a friend that constantly undermines you or doesn't really even acknowledge you when you come around. Sometimes a greeting goes a long way. It can be pretty challenging to be intentionally relational with all our friends and family members

Easter has kinda been confusing for me. Through all the eggs, hanging out, productions, and putting on your sunday best, one can easily miss the point. (i think it's like the second time i dyed eggs, it was really fun).. For the past few years, Easter has actually meant a lot more to me than when i was a younger believer. The fact that Christ is risen, is the world's greatest truth. That while we we're still sinners, Christ died for us. By God's grace and sovereignty, He gave us a way to be reconciled to Him. To enter into a deep loving relationship with Him. That truth should blow our minds daily. But i guess we often become numb, distracted, and aloof to the power of the gospel. Easter is a reminder of our daily need of Him. Give us this day our daily bread. Because Christ is risen, we too have hope that we will one day see Him face to face.

On Good Friday, i tried to make a prayer room. I wish we had christmas lights and much more time to stay in the room to pray. It seemed a little rushed because we had to practice. Nonetheless, it was strengthening to pray with some students. I was goin through the prayer book we had, and i was greatly inspired to see how much some of our students long to continue growing closer to God.

I heard one pastor talking saying, "make sure you have you're ticket and reservation in Heaven." That kinda bothered me a little, because so many ppl want to go to heaven and avoid hell. Everyone wants a Savior, but not many want a Lord. The point isn't jus making sure you got insurance for the next life. The point is that we can begin a new life by living in communion with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. God simply wants us to be with Him. In faith we know that our sins we're nailed to the cross, and there is redemption in Him. There is now no condemnation for those in Christ, but a new life in the Spirit. Christ conquered over sin and death, so that we might live with Him in His heavenly kingdom. We have a God who loves, and He doesn't stop loving us. His love never ceases. His love is unfailing. He is our refuge and our fortress. As Christians we ought to make it a priority to find peace, joy, and rest in these truths found in scripture. Personally i need to be more intentional with how i use my time. There are still so many who don't know Him and that are in dire need of salvation. There are also a lot of struggling Christians that also need a fresh touch of His love. There is still so much God has in store for us. Will you be open to receiving and responding to His will?

After church i went to greg's aunty's house. His aunt and uncle are ideal Christian parents. They seem so godly, and talk about God so casually. They are usually full of praise and joy too. Plus they seem to serve other people a lot and try to bless others in some way. Their words and prayers are encouraging. I kinda got distracting playing draw something and other iphone apps. I wish i got to talk to them more. my friend's aunty offered me food to go, and i said "Oh no thank you, cuz that's the polite asian response" but i really did want the food to go. and now im stuck at home with no food. My other friend said, "Oh yeah, can you also add some rice too?" Then while we were leaving the uncle asked if we wanted something to drink to go, and held up arizona green tea.. i said "oh no thank you," but i really did want it cuz i was super thirsty, but i always feel bad for taking stuff. We already imposed enough by goin to a family dinner without bringing a dish. Then my friend said.." Oh uh yeah okay, i'll take the arizona green tea." I guess i need to learn to accept offers more. Later, i took a nap in the car. Car naps are so good! zzz..then i took a warm shower and it was rejuvenating, cuz it was extremely humid.

I spent way too much money today. I went to fill gas, wash my car, get laundry quarters, get groceries, and then i went to target jus to get one thing, and somehow i ended up spending over a $100. I guess printer ink is kinda expensive tho. Buying house supplies, food and rent are killing me. Lately, the topic of marriage, kids, work, and living on your own have been flooding my mind. I guess there's just a lot of people transitioning into these more adult responsibilities. I'm in no rush to jump into them, but it just makes me think what it'd be like..

it's interesting how someone can really affect your day. Some brighten up your day and are great to be around. Others will drag you down and piss you off. I've been having a hard time dealing with the latter. God calls us to be at peace with everyone and to love them. I wonder if this includes people who always cut you down, people who laugh at you, people who have horrible communication skills, and those who don't know how to handle conflict. I guess i just need to vent a little.. I guess there are jus some people who i kinda tolerate and don't like talking to. I've tried a numerous of times to reach out, show compassion and serve them. But it just get exhausting. These type of people tend to be a little arrogant, conceited, highly selfish, loud, obnoxious, unsympathetic, bad listeners, super inconsiderate, argumentative, self-absorbed, and often assertive in always getting their own way. Sure they can be fun to be around sometimes, but lately i've jus been irritated. God help me deal with these people.