something stupid

So.... i went to go throw out a bag of trash. and then the door closed. Apparently there's a special button on the front door that you hafta press to keep the door unlocked. It's confusing. Anyways.. i basically locked myself outside for what seemed like 2 hours.

I didn't have anything, except my slippers and a jacket. I then saw this young neighbor guy next door come out. So i thought i'd meet him. I told him i just moved in and locked myself out. He said, "oh let me help you break in, i'll go check the back doors!" And he ran behind the house. but they were locked. i then said, "I thought it was pretty funny you just took my word. i might not even live here, lol" He was like, "Oh that's a good point." then i thought, maybe ill go walk to the jangs. but then thought, that really wouldnt help at all.

So i went to the park across the street. I played on the school swings and jungle gym by myself. I did some pull ups, push ups, dips, and ran some laps around the field. But then i was super tired. I saw one guy sitting by the park and i wanted to talk to him so i could play with his cool dog he had. but then i realized he spoke korean. i wish i had a dog.

So then i laid down on the grass and stared at the sky. It was gray, but then he became pretty dark. I kept watching every single car that came by in case it was the old couple i live with. Turns out they were at church for choir practice. I thought it was funny how they're almost always home, and the one time i lock myself out they're gone.

Some things i learned while being outside
- i spend a lot of time occupying myself with games or media
- i spend a lot of time inside
- it's really quiet and peaceful on my street, almost too quiet
- If i'm feeling alone i should use it as an opportunity to commune with God
- it's easier to pray and hear God out in nature
- never lock and close the door when taking out the trash