i want chipotle

Good Friday.. It's strange how you can see people almost weekly, and still miss them.

Wondercon was lots of fun. we saw over 100 characters in costumes. im definitely gonna dress up if i ever go back next year. wondercon is a lower scale comiccon. who should i dress up as? i jus wanna run around in a cape, lol

so.. guess i should start on that 15+ page paper.. this is all your fault irresponsible past chris.. i have the hardest time just starting.. it takes me hours just to start

my sleep schedule is starting to suck. makes me zombie mode all day

this is why blogging is so dangerous. i need to write shorter blogs, idk how u guys do it

I want chipotle. or i need to go grocery shopping. i feel like i always need to go grocery shopping.. my fridge is completely empty. i only got one can of emergency soup left.. I cooked chicken the other day, sometimes i dunno if cooking is worth it. sometimes it takes me so long, and i eat it up in 5mins, and then there's a huge pile of dishes after. ive been craving chipotle all week, but the lines are always so long.

TMI but ive been having to pee 4-5 times in an hour. this has been happening for months at night. i finally figured out it's either a caffine or creatine supplement ive been taking.. the internet said u should drink more water to train ur body to hold more liquid.. i wonder if that's true or if it jus makes u pee even more! well if it's on yahoo answers it must be true

I had lunch with a friend today. it was nice that someone actually cared enough to challenge me. she kinda convicted me about not really praying. She mentioned how she prays at least 2 hours a day. and i was like.. i barely pray 2 minutes... i guess i get impatient, lazy or frustrated with spiritual disciplines. I guess ive been feeling a little weary since ive forgotten how to do devotions. i jus lack discipline and motivation sometimes. It's strange how we have to actively pause and practice being still in God's presence. Sometimes it's really hard slowing myself down, and patiently coming to Him in prayer. i question why my relationship with God feels so far sometimes, and i guess it's because my prayer life has been pretty absent. What does it really look like to pray without ceasing? You ever feel like your prayers become empty? or maybe jus repetitive words? maybe sometimes i get so caught up with prayer that i don't spend any time simply receiving. God help me to pray and receive.